Hi friends, this email was written by my late friend Anne (1943-2010) who I worked with at the Greenwood Fred Meyer in North Seattle for years. I post it every year to remember her. Please share and remember my friend Anne.
Greetings from the Woolly Mammoth God, and his representative on earth, Anne Gilbert!
From: ANNE V. GILBERT
Sent: Friday, November 17, 2000 11:48 PM
Greetings from the Woolly Mammoth God, and his representative on earth, Anne Gilbert!
November 18 is a significant day in the Northern Hemisphere (and in the Southern also, but for different reason). Why is it significant? It is the day the sun sets in Barrow, Alaska. The sun will not rise again for 64 days. Out on the tundra, the moon will rise and set, rise and set, the Northern Lights will flame into a rainbow of colors, and the wolves will howl beneath the stars. Human beings will huddle in their dwellings and watch the Northern Lights flicker and flame.
Farther south, the dark and the rain and the cold will close in. The sun will rise and set each day, but between November 18 and January 24, dark, dreary, cold, enlivened, or perhaps threatened, by an occasional snow, will set in. In wild places, trees will be bare, the ground frozen, and life will be hard for the wild inhabitants of forest and plain. Humans will be subject to colds and flu, and their misery will spread with the dark, shortened days.
But all will not be misery, at least in the Northern Hemisphere, for it will be a time of celebration as well. With the lessening of the sunlight, will come the turning on of many-colored lights on houses and Christmas trees and whatever surface is flat enough to string a wire. People will gather together (in the US, at least) to visit and pass the time with family and friends on Thanksgiving, perhaps really to give thanks for the blessings they may have received throughout the year. There will be other winter holidays too, occasions for visits and celebrations with family and friends: Christmas, Chanukah, Kwanzaa, the winter solstice, New Years. Yes, trees will be bare and the ground either soggy or frozen, depending on where one is, but there will also be joy and companionship for many. And yes, there will be time for reflection as well.
The same is true, in reverse, for those living in the Southern Hemisphere. These same 64 days will bring an increase in light and heat, and the return of outdoor activities and pleasures. Those of you in the Southern Hemisphere lucky enough to live near a beach will doubtless spend time there doing something pleasurable with family and friends. Others might plant a garden and watch it grow and flower. Perhaps there will be long walks in the mild, ambient air, underneath a beneficent sun. Those of you living in the Southern Hemisphere may not have to worry about colds and flu, but there will, of course, be such problems as sunburn and the hole in the ozone layer, but the many of the holidays celebrated in the Northern Hemisphere are also celebrated in the Southern, and again, these are times for renewal of friendship, companionship, exchanging of news, and just plain merriment. Here too, there will be time for reflection.
What Should people in both the Northern and Southern Hemisphere reflect upon, asks the Woolly Mammoth God?
The most important thing is, that all seasons are times of change. In the depths of winter, there is always the hope of spring, and leaves budding, flowers poking their green leaves and buds out of the cold earth, of birds returning once again to sing, set up territories, mate, and raise young of their kind. There is always the hope of renewal, even in the depths of darkness. In the Southern Hemisphere, the reflection will take the opposite course: that all the sunshine and light are finite, and changing, as the world inevitably turns its endless cycle. The plants will fade and sleep, and the cold, the rain, the shortened days and perhaps the misery, will come again, to be followed in their inevitable course by the distant spring. For, wherever you are, there is always change and renewal.
And, for all of us, Northern and Southern Hemisphere inhabitants, in the midst of festivity and merriment, we are, ultimately alone, in our own skins, no matter how close our companions, no matter how much they are willing to share with us. By the same token, when we are alone, the memories of past companionship give us comfort, and the promise that there will be other times when we will not be alone. Times change, times stay the same, and there is always the knowledge that in the midst of joy, some sorrow is inevitable, and in the midst of sorrow, there will be joy, just as a rainbow promises the end of the most terrible thunderstorms.
The sun will set in Barrow, Alaska on November 18, and it will rise again on January 24, as it always does. For darkness and light are always intertwined, as are joy and sorrow, life, death, and the seasons. In the depths of darkness, there is always time for reflection, and a ray of light will shine.
And so, the Woolly Mammoth God, and his representative on earth bid you farewell for the moment, leaving, it is hoped, ample room for reflection.
Anne Gilbert, Representative to the Woolly Mammoth God
I wandered stone streets in Oxford that day Not lost, but looking for light in the spires, Ancient limestone, sharp thorns in the briers Or even the scent of a rose bouquet. Down Merton Street to a gated archway, Passing through it to see what transpires— Walking the footpath of humble friars To an old iron swing gate, then I stray Just outside the old city wall, to space On steps at the start of the Deadman’s Walk Where Jewish funeral processions took place, Buried under unconsecrated rock— When a wood pigeon calls with sudden grace, Coo, Coo, Coo, spontaneous, all ad hoc.
I hear the soldier’s footsteps right outsideFrom Roman legions which are hunting me—A mother, warrior, Boudica, queen.That swarm of angry hornets aims to stingMy skin with fire, piercing me with pain.I will never accept an end like that.Now happily spared the brutalitySince you opened up the door to hide me,Anam Cara, you prove to be a friend,To help in my hour of direst needJust as we had previously agreed.I gift you this torc, irreplaceable—For your kindness, so it is not plundered.Help my daughters I pray, speak of this day.See this vial that had herbs and honey;Some mandrake, hemlock, needles of the yewI just drank from—to end my life this hour.The soldiers in the road are almost here.They ask about me, going door to door;‘She has long red hair, coarse voice, and is tall’One hour is all that remains. Listen—These troubles began with my husband’s deathPrasutagus wanted us to have halfHis estate—but Rome wanted everythingLike I was not a real human being.They took all my neighbors properties too.I protested, so they flogged me and thenThese monsters raped my daughters, twelve and ten.This bloodthirsty pack of rabid jackals—It did not bother them. They are the dead.Their culture is criminal. No goodness.Only dominance. The Pax RomanaIs simply the dehumanizationOf the world. Removing all compassion.But our eyes are open, we see what is.The peace of Rome is just a lie, a jestSo the wicked can swarm over the earth,Turn kindness into cruelty, bring death.The Druids just made their heroic fightOn the island of Mona, but fell fast.Then tribes met and decided togetherWe could not allow these wrongs to remainWithout a struggle. Win or lose—we fight.We all must take arms against Roman ‘rule.’I was chosen to lead the daring chargeIn which we defeated the ninth legion.It was such horror. The women hanging.The multitude of the dead. The babiesCrying as their mothers were killed. The stench.The burning. The screaming. The bloody deaths.First the capital CamulodunumThen Londinium, Verulamium.Listen close—my previous life was good.My mind has many pleasant memories:Camping by the Wensome chalk river shores,Running in green fields, picking spring flowers,Exploring the sand dunes and pine forests,A picnic on the mud flats, carefree daysAt home with my family in the village,Watching the terns, sedge warblers and swallows,Lessons in cooking and animal care,Untamed rivers and lakes, games with my friends,Sandy beaches, marshes, fens, and reed beds,The barn owl who liked to sing every night,Lovely conversations with my husband,Working in the garden with my daughters,Magical countryside, large gray stone blocks,Tall flint walls in a nearby Roman town,Spongy saltmarsh, woodlands, and butterflies.It was all a gift, all blessed—and nowI feel an unexpected clarity.Some sudden light illuminates my mind.Serene as tufted clouds in summer skiesSlowly floating through the expanse of air.Calm like the lark who watches from her perch.Weightless like a small dandelion seed.Freedom. I can float away with the breeze.I feel attuned to the sun and the sky,To the yellow oxlip, rosettes of leaves,Clusters of spring flowers under the trees.I feel a presence and sense life moving,Spirit in all things, living soul, divineShimmer of being within, so sublime.Yet my body weakens and breath grows stillI must lie down, the end—she calls me near.Very soon, I will be travelling thereWith the great heron out to the North SeaTo dance with the deep, where I will just be;Roaming the headwaters and tidal flatsLiminal as light upon the surface,In waves that crash on rounded marshy coasts.Think of me as the sun rises each dawnWhen you feel that surge of an inner strengthWith each ephemeral moment of time.I promise to be there eternally,Immersed, one with the great estuary.c. 2020 Ruth Ann Oskolkoff
Democratic party insiders opened up to the wrong person when they talked about how the nominees have already been chosen, even though there has not been any voting yet, and of the plan to smear Bernie Sanders as a Russian asset.
The Fix is In
“The fix is in and the odds are through the roof.” This alludes to one of the lines in the film Pulp Fiction about the underworld of hit men and gangsters. When the boxer is supposed to “take a fall” in the fifth round so underworld gangster Marsellus Wallace can get a hefty return on his “correct” bet. But the boxer doesn’t—and he has his brother place his own bets (for when the boxer doesn’t throw the match) all over town. This same boxer is able to collect a lot of money because he bet on himself. It’s a great plot twist. The same thing is happening now. The DNC is taking a cue from fictional underworld gangster Wallace.
Now the fix is in politically. On January 20, 2020 at 8:20 p.m. PDT I received a communication from a reliable source. This person had interactions earlier that evening with high level party members and associates of the Democratic National Committee (DNC) who said that they have now selected Biden as the Democratic Party nominee, with Warren as the VP. They also said the plan is to smear Bernie as a Russian asset. So the DNC has coronated Joe Biden and Elizabeth Warren as the presidential and vice presidential nominees.
Part of the plan for Bernie is for the Democratic Party to label him a Russian operative. They will engage in a massive smear campaign. If this sounds too far-fetched—just wait for them to label everyone who supports him as Russian operatives. This is how they will deal with anyone who they want to get rid of: people who do not play by the DNC rules or candidates who are honest and upfront. I’m sure they will label him and his supporters as Russian operatives. Nobody needs proof, they just need an accusation, though hopefully they will rethink this plan now that Tulsi Gabbard has sued Hillary Clinton for defamation to the tune of $50 million.
The Democratic Party is Undemocratic
These insiders said that Bernie is not getting the nomination because he is not a democrat. The Democrats plan to give the nomination to people who have been loyal to the party. Many liberal Americans still think the Democratic Party is the last bastion or last holdout against Trump and all he represents. Against hate. Against racism. Against demagoguery. They think the Democratic Party will set everything right. That the Democratic Party is democratic. Is fair. Is going to fulfill the will of the people.
Well, I’m sorry to report that the fix is in—just like last time. The Democratic Party establishment must think that because we have the horror of Donald Trump, this gives them leeway to do anything they want. That there is no need for voting. That there is no need to wait for a vote. That there is no need to see who the best candidate is to beat Trump. There is no need for democracy. In fact, we no longer have a democracy—The Atlantic reports that public policy does not reflect the preferences of Americans.
Remember last time when Las Vegas union bosses made casino employees vote for Hillary while on-the-clock—or lose their jobs? There were reports in the media that union bosseshad their workers vote for Hillary in a move that won the state, and possibly the election. Are the Democrats planning the same thing for Nevada? The one question I have is this—is there any fairness or democracy left in the Democratic Party? Will it happen again? How can anyone stop it?
Because in truth, the DNC doesn’t need to be democratic. There was a class action suit after the 2016 election filed against the DNC. The lawsuit requested money back for Bernie supporters who had given millions, often in very difficult circumstances. In fact, on August 25, 2017 the court verified the DNC has a right to rig primaries. They can make any backroom deals they like. The lawyers argued that they could do what they liked and they won. And now it appears they are at it again. And now, according to my source, they have selected their final candidates and are prepared to smear Bernie as a Russian asset.
Of course it’s not over by a long shot. We must do everything we can to stop those bastards. Bernie’s popularity is surging. He is gaining in the polls and whenever he is blatantly attacked his supporters dig deep in those near empty pockets to donate again. Warren painted Bernie as sexist, claiming he said a woman cannot win the presidency. Time to donate. Hillary says no one likes Bernie. It’s time to donate again.
Much of America does not realize that Bernie supporters are on social media en masse to encourage each other, share news, have donation drives, strategize, and share memes. The Democrats do—and they are hitting back hard. Many of the American people do not realize how large the crowds are when Bernie speaks. They do not know because it is not on mainstream media (MSM). No. They just don’t know.
Another fact not touted on MSM is that Bernie Sanders does great in a head-to-head matchup with Trump. Also, most of Sanders’ supporters do see Trump as a destructive, racist president. Facing the horrors of another four years of Trump, or the status quo, pro-corporate Democrats who will carry on many of the same policies as Trump—many supporters openly acknowledge the need for another party. One that meets the needs of working people, the poor, and the destitute. That will declare a climate emergency.
For most Sanders supporters, activists, and volunteers, the news that the DNC has selected Biden and Warren will come as no shock. The DNC had selected Hillary Clinton previously, and it is, even now, still perfectly legal to be as corruptly undemocratic as they wish. However, Sanders supporters are just likely to buckle down, donate a little more, do more doorknocking and phone banking. More tabling, sign waving and Bernie house parties.
A Great Hope
There is an urgency for many reasons: the horrors of Trump, the looming crisis of climate change, the known DNC corruption, the persistence and increase of grave social problems, an increasingly attacked media, and infighting among working people. Bernie’s candidacy, and what it represents, is a great hope as the populace witnesses the entrails of capitalism.
Yes, the fix may be in, but Bernie supporters will continue to push for an impossible dream. Of having actual democracy here in the United States; Patients able to get their insulin; No children in prisons; Peace instead of war for profit; And active solutions to the climate crisis so we can gift our grandchildren with a healthy world to live in. Plus the truth is Bernie is the one who can beat Trump.
So Bernie supporters can be like the boxer in Pulp Fiction. Refuse to take the fall. Refuse to sell out. Speak the truth to power—while giving and phone banking. Hope to crack a dirty, corrupt system. Plus a few hail Marys, prayers, incantations, and muttered curses for good measure. Maybe in the end, if humanity is extremely lucky, we will win one for the people. Just like the boxer who got paid instead of the crooked gangster—that could be us. We progressives could win the nomination in July, then the presidency in November. Bet on it.